Just watched a video by Brian Tracy on developing habits to get things done and at the very beginning of the video he said something that is so true and applies very much to learning Spanish.
It's this, "Everything is hard until it's easy."
Wow, so true!
Now apply this to your desire to learn Spanish. At the very beginning nothing comes natural. You're in that dreaded stage of conscience incompetence. It just feels weird.
Eventually, and I can promise you this, if you follow the process and stay consistent, it will become easy. It will start to feel better. I've seen it thousands of times. You will speak Spanish well. I recommend that you view the short video by clicking on the video image above or right here.